Even if we have had many people in our lives, usually there is only ONE who we miss all the time, and regret for having lost him. That could be the boy from our first love affair…that could also be the latter boy we have met, and after him had no appetite for anybody and anything else. We all make mistakes, and sometimes our mistakes size up with the price of having our most beloved one pushed away, it even could go to wakening his hatred towards us, and if that person is the one you have planned your life plans upon, then it hurts and getting used to his absence kind of seems impossible.
In such a moment we would give everything just to have another chance in return, to ‘fix’ whatever we’ve done wrong – hardly, do we get that.
Now let’s be dreamers for the next 10 minutes, imagine that you were given this chance to put right whatever you have done wrong. What would you do? Would you do your best to prevent your mistakes made before, would you fight like a soldier to have him back to you?
If every morning still starts with dreaming of him, and every night tortures you with dreaming about him, then you would do everything, for sure. Because we may have loved many boys, we may have enjoyed so more, but there is only ONE in everybody’s life – only one who forever remains dear.
That joy you have had being with him, that special feeling is never again encountered, and you miss that feeling. Along with the longing, one more thing does never leave your soul and mind peace – the regret that you have been such a fool to let your relationship fall apart this way.
Now you probably say: “If only I had that chance, I’d find a way to get forgiven or I’d have never done such a thing to hurt this bad, my beloved boy.” Truth to be told, rarely do we have another chance, and rarely do we use it correctly. I would encourage you that it is never late to give it another try…
But time has probably taken so much from you both and from your feelings, that now there is no way back. Though dreaming of having another last chance which you would use to change everything sounds heartwarming, doesn’t it? It makes us smile. So, let us know what is the greatest thing you would have done given one more chance?
Sofia PapadimitropoulouΔεσποινα Σ.Ioanna
Αγάπη μόνο ?
Not anymore. I didn’t do anything wrong. He became a homophobic bible humper. Everyday I am tempted to out him to his whole church, for the sake of revenge. I don’t like being used or being mistreated. Or lied to. I am not the guy you fuck over.
You sound quite disappointed… But anger shows that still you’ve got some feelings towards that person. 🙂
Zachary R. I do. Unrelenting hatred. You don’t fuck with a witch, a pagan or a soldier. I’m all 3. You just don’t do it and not have repercussions. I pray to Morrigan Goddess of war and vengeance for the opportunity to get my revenge. Once I’m done I will walk away with a huge grin as he cries out in agony.
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