At the earliest moments of the morning, at 5 o’clock my phone was totally raped by ringing. I just had to answer; it seemed to be an important call. So I did. I answered…Guess what! It was my dead drunk boyfriend, who was coming to see me. Actually, he was thinking that he was coming to see me.
At that moment, he was unable even to find his house… I had to find him. In the previous evening, he had a business meeting, and I had no clue how a business meeting ended like this, but I left the inquisition for the next day when he would be more adequate. Surprisingly, he had reached the nearest metro station to my flat. Of course, he had probably made everyone regret using the metro. It was winter, I was sprinting in that freeze towards the station, raging in my mind…I was going to kill him! But once I saw him, all my anger slackened. Drunk, he was incredibly sweet. I took his hand and did my best to lead him to my flat, but his insobriety was not a normal one, it was crazy. We would not walk normally for a second, he was locking me with his hands, kissing me…and doing other inappropriate movements. I’m a puny boy, how was I supposed to handle a 6-feet-tall soccer player. I was not able, at all.
It took us more than an hour to walk that 500-meter-long street to my flat. This one hour and these 500 meters were filled with tons of shame for me. He didn’t stop acting wild, he wanted whatever not, which I cannot even mention. He was shouting at every pedestrian on the street: “Hey, I’m in love this pretty boy, he is mine, I’ll marry him! Do you understand?!? Do you understand?!?.”In normal conditions, he would be afraid even to kiss me in front of somebody, but now he was shouting at everyone. In that moment I was ready to give everything for a carton box, I just wanted to hide somewhere…
I kept on whispering: “Stop it! Please stop it!” and his loud answer was: “Baby, I love you! I want to announce it to the world!” I knew I had no chance to make him stop. I don’t know about the world, but for sure, the entire city was aware of our sexuality now.
