Fiction

This is basically the story of my life and I have no other way to put it than this. I’m Ryan, I’m 20 years old and I’ve made love to my brother. I am fully aware of how horrible this may sound to you, but, over the time, I have realized that nobody can walk in other man’s shoes, which is why I am not angry anymore at how society views this taboo. You may argue that I am...

Hi there! I am Samuel, 28 years old and I am straight. There is no doubt about that and I have never even considered that I might be into guys until I have reached this age. It is now when I have realized that sexuality is more complex that I thought it was. This sort of experience can be a life changer and I still do not know how it affected my life yet, but it certainly has. Like I...

I am writing this because I am confused and it seems to be no easy way to get to the bottom of things. I will stick to my anonymity because I don’t want any sort of publicity, positive or negative alike. All I can say is that I am from Canada and I am 19 years old. I would like to say that I have been confused about my sexuality and everything is clearer now, but it seems like...

Last week I had the weirdest experience in my gay life. On Monday, I got a text message via one of ‘those’ applications - you know better them. It was sent from a blond-haired and blue-eyed guy  - “My prince!” I jumped in the early morning drooling. I adored this combination of blue eyes and blond hair. Our chat continued and he quickly came to the point of asking me out.  I had an off-day anyway, and it was sunny,...

I am writing this because I have no other way of expressing my pain and because I hope to find some help somewhere, because I am trapped in my own life, condemned to live a lie forever and always fear that I could be discovered and killed. This is the sad truth of living in a homophobic state, promoting an intolerant society. I am writing this from a friend’s computer, because I cannot afford one of my own and he...

He closed the door, cutting off the connection between himself and the monotone drudgery he desperately wanted to leave behind. Heart racing, he secured the lock, knowing the one responsible for his heartbeat was waiting. Knowing the one that gave him a purpose to rise out of bed in the morning was waiting. Riley spent eight hours waiting for him, and that was eight hours too many. The second their lives tore them apart for the day, time became one...

"Hello, Jоеу. Mу nаmе is Dосtоr Wеѕtсоtt. Plеаѕе come on іn аnd have a ѕеаt over hеrе." I feel a lіttlе self-conscious. I'vе had my fіеldіng and batting tryout fоr thе minor lеаguе tеаm—аnd I dіdn't know it would juѕt be me, with Cоасh Rosner рuttіng mе thrоugh mу расеѕ—аnd I'vе ѕhоwеrеd аnd соmе аnd ѕаt in thіѕ соrrіdоr with just a tоwеl аrоund me, wаіtіng fоr thе next step—a рhуѕісаl еxаm, Coach Rosner tоld me. I wоuld have thought...

Have you ever read the story of Mark Crystalheart and Antoan?The story of their love and relationship. This short trilogy is dedicated to their further togetherness. The world hadn’t seen such a romance. Whatever it was between Mark and Antoan was much more than a plain relationship. It began in the weirdest conditions and most unbelievable coincidences. They adored every single moment of the other’s presence and they actually had no day apart since the beginning of their togetherness. You know...

Though it feels like I’ve always known about myself, years ago when I still was a child at the age of 14, I wasn’t able to make any distinction. Certainly, I knew there was something different, ‘sinful’ in me but I didn’t even presume about being gay and that it was forbidden in the community and area I was part of. Along with my mother, we often went to my aunt, who lived in another city with her family....

"Nо, I thіnk уоu ѕhоuld go аhеаd, take the trір, and dо thе article on your grеаtgrаndfаthеr'ѕ wіnеrу, Edwаrd. It wіll probably dо уоu gооd tо get out оf New York for a fеw dауѕ." Dr. Pеtеrѕоn аnd Edward Cоrdоnа hаd fіnіѕhеd wіth the соnѕultаtіоn аnd had risen from thеіr ѕеаtѕ tо gо to thе dооr оf Pеtеrѕоn'ѕ соnѕultіng rооm. "But thе hаlluсіnаtіоnѕ—whаt іf—?" "Do аѕ wе learned уоu are аblе tо dо. Gо lіmр, your brеаth іmреrсерtіblе, аѕ іn dеаth. Lеt...

Hello! For obvious reasons, I will reveal neither my true name, nor the actual location of the following events. I will call myself Mahmoud, just for the sake of it. I was born in a Muslim country and this is, from the get-go, something that indicates the impact that the religious beliefs had over my life, starting with the moment I was born. stats2.gazeta.kz The Muslim society is very conservative, perhaps some of the most restrictive societies in the world. I...

I used to be in love with a tremendously wild boy. In his veins, even in those that I adored, were running more frenzy and lout ideas than some blood. Never would he stop kidding me about our marriage plans. Every morning his favorite first words for the day were: “Baby, Joe has been very obedient, won’t you give him a morning kiss?” Surely, you can guess what “Joe” stands for. The rest of his morning repertoire included: “When will you marry...

I admit I have been a homophobe almost my entire life and I felt disgusted by gays, their habits and their way of life. Looking back, this behavior may have been influenced by my father, because he was the one responsible with my education, since my mom had a more crowded working schedule. He hated gays and I grew up hating them myself. Especially their disgusting sexual habits. In the same time, I grew up disgusted by sexuality as...

A few months ago I had to move again for a millionth time in a new campus because I'm a student. A friend of mine and I arrived at the campus found my room and started to move my bags from the car to the room. It was locked so I knocked. - "Who is it?"  it came from inside ,and I said "It's your new roommate open up" .The boy wasn't very happy about the fact that he'll have...