Jan is feeling down over the events of last week’s RuPaul’s Drag Race in the preview for the next episode. Following Brita’s elimination, the queens sashay back into the werkroom and read her mirror message, leaving Jan in tears because she considers the legendary performer (who is apparently from New York City) one of her “best” friends in the world. “It just sucks to see someone that you care about see their dreams stripped away from them,” she admits in her confessional. Related: Here’s who