suicide.“I wanna run away, don’t wanna lie, I don’t want a life, send me a gun and I’ll see the sun.”Related: He did it: Lil Nas X takes “song about gay sex” to top of Billboard Hot 100In the accompanying music video, we see Lil Nas X singing to a younger version of himself, sweeping floors at a Taco Bell.The younger version is then shown at High School, where he nervously shows up at Prom.
Surrounded by opposite-sex couples slow dancing with one another, he retreats to a bathroom stall in tears.His older self gives him a pep talk, reassuring him there’s “much more to life than dying over your past mistakes, and people who threw dirt on your name.”Did we mention it’s also ridiculously catchy?On Twitter, Lil Nas X said the song was “very.