if. It was simply a matter of when.Soon after my diagnosis, I experienced a surprising sense of liberation when I realized I never had to worry about getting HIV again.
Of course, having HIV came with a set of fears, but they were tangible, not some ominous specter haunting all facets of my sex life.
I was 23 and my sexuality was still evolving, so a new sense of liberation allowed me to embrace it in a way I never thought possible when I was consumed with fear of HIV.The absence of fear finally allowed me to concentrate on pleasure and understanding my relationship with sex.
I could experiment and explore in all sorts of ways. I had the opportunity to meet other guys living with HIV who were on a similar journey.We fostered a sense of.