Ebury Publishing, Will went into detail about the time he picked up the courage to "push boundaries".The star recalled finding it "odd" the newsagent was selling the magazines, as he had never seen them on sale before.Will shared: "As I went up to the till, the feeling of dread I had was almost overpowering."I felt as though something awful was going to happen: the shopkeeper would make some comment or judgement, and people in the shop would point and stare at me."Will revealed that once he had bought the magazine, it soon turned into a "routine" and he felt both "terror and guilt"."When I got to the train to take me back to the countryside and to home, I went to the loo and looked through the magazines," he added."I went quickly through.