A post shared by ᴀʏᴀʟ ᴍᴀᴢᴀᴋɪ (@ayal.mazaki20_)A post shared by ᴀʏᴀʟ ᴍᴀᴢᴀᴋɪ (@ayal.mazaki20_)A post shared by ᴀʏᴀʟ ᴍᴀᴢᴀᴋɪ (@ayal.mazaki20_)But Mazaki’s story runs deeper than his gorgeous thirst traps and artistic OnlyFans page.Raised in a religious community in Israel, he struggled deeply with coming to terms with who he was from a young age.“In grades seven to eight, you start meeting boys and doing foolish things,” Mazaki told the Israeli publication Haaretz. “It happened with a religious boy from our village; someone my age.
Afterward, he warned me not to tell anyone. This was a period when I made attempts to end it all. I was in such a dark place; today I can’t believe I was in such a space.”Around 18, he found the strength to reveal his truth to his parents.
While it went better than he hoped, he asked them to put him in therapy. Unfortunately, he wound up in a type of conversion therapy run by a “religious” man with questionable tactics.
One of his sinister methods of getting him to become straight consisted of pressuring Mazaki to pick a random woman to sleep with so he could discuss it at their next session.“That was a red flag for me,” Mazaki told the outlet. “I came outside and told my father.