I have a sex fantasy where I’m kidnapped & held captive by masked men. Do I need help?
Hi Jake,I have a secret and very, very specific sexual fantasy and I’m hoping you can help me discern if there’s something seriously pathologically wrong with me, or if it is more common than I think. I want to be kidnapped.
There! I said it.I want to be sleeping in my bed, and be suddenly awoken in the middle of a random night to a group of athletic, masked men swarming my bedroom. I’m picturing about four or five guys, all wearing black face masks, black t-shirts, and black pants.
I want them to say very little, but just rip me out of the bed and put a hood over my head, so that I can’t even see what’s happening to me. Then, I want my arms and legs to be tied up, and maybe some tape put around my mouth, so that I’m truly powerless.
From there, I want to be forced out of my apartment and shoved into the back of a van, where I’m lying in the dark while I feel myself being driven to god knows where. When we arrive at the destination, I want to be led to some sort of cellar, with nothing more than cinderblocks, a door, and maybe a cup of water and a chair. I want my captors to remove my hood and all of my clothes and then do whatever they want to me. Just to clarify, I’m not talking about sexual assault or rape, as I’d be agreeing to all of this, from the break-in, to the imprisonment, to whatever happens next.
